Hello, I'm back
Wow 3 days of no posts, huh? Well that kinda shows I probably couldn't actually do daily posts.
Anyways yeah... the past 3 days were nothing big to be honest. As you may have read the previous post under this one, I finished my semester finally. Unfortunately I didn't really feel like doing any posts, or anything actually. I was mostly just doing some stupid shit because I was feeling something wrong. I had no drive, no willpower, no need to do anything.
Call it exhaustion, depression, whatever dude. I just know the fact is that I really wanted to blog here actually, I really do! It's just hard to write blog and edit when my mood was like "Nah, I'd rather watch youtube, jack off, and play minecraft or killing floor" When my real plan was to get my resume done, go outside more, play some backlogged games, like really get into the good shit. I keep thinking "What the hell should be my next post really about?" Because I have so much to say to you reader.
Well. I think I'll just rip this bandaid off. I fucking hate transphobia. I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I fucking hate seeing my best friend, my peers, my folks in the queer community become divided and argue so much on twitter and reddit, etc. about if trans people should even be considered as "people". I mean lmao this should be obvious; I was on a twitter binge and it was a total accident. I'm actually the most anti-social media guy ever and yet I think twitter's (I refuse to call it X btw) algorithm actually hooked me on queer politics and lmao it's a burner account! A fucking burner account for porn mind you, and no I'm not ashamed to tell you readers that, it's just context.
Ugh, what a fucking lousy 3 days dude, I genuinely think I was mostly rotting and trying not to feel like shit anymore. Struggling to brush my teeth and shower was the crux of that exhaustion I think. Me thinks that when I was choosing to do fucking 5 courses in one semester? I was assuming some of the classes would be shit easy (And they were, kinda), but I somehow to think about it like this; it can be easy, shit easy work, but the amount of easy work stacked would be far too fucking much for a single semester for a student like me. Odd right?
Just sick of it... I have to go back on the subject of trans people. I want to really say this to you reader: No matter what you think about trans people, you cannot look at them and dehumanize them. I'm serious, you don't have to love trans people at all, you don't have to treat them well even. But the fucking shittiest thing to do to trans people is to push them into the subhuman category. In the 1920s, 30s, and the peak of WW2 in the 40s, the Nazi party didn't just rule with a racial heirarchy, they were already poisoning the public mind with rhetoric that jews are evil sub-human creatures. This is almost no different to how trans people are treated in other places.
Oddly enough, the "Trans rights are human rights" slogan kinda rubs me wrong actually. I say this; We don't need trans rights. If anything, we should stop pushing for trans rights because it makes no sense to make trans people seem like anything BUT human. The basic principle is that trans people should've been treated like any other human being in the first place, human rights should be enforced equally, meaning that trans people are just human beings, absolutely entitled to the same rights as you and me. No 'special rights', no stupid "Oh so trans people need their own special laws?" no. Trans people are just normal fucking human beings who don't belong to their biological sex. That's simple as that.
I want to address a slur I learned the past week too on Twitter. "Troon" should fucking stop. I fucking hate you if you call my trans peers "Troon", you are the fucking problem if you are seriously going to be inventing new slurs to trans people you dumb fucks. Sorry readers, I've been struggling with this shit the past 3 days. Appearently in my research (which was 10 minutes lol) that "Troon" is a portmantau of "Tran" and "Goon", which I suppose is meaning a trans person who's purely into just gooning and being a sexual deviant. Fucking losers all over the fucking online space. It's funny, I know its not that deep. Most of these haters are probably bots, and if not bots, this is strangers on the internet I shouldn't fucking care about at all. Seriously!
Ugh, I'll write another post more on this shit, but otherwise, I wanna wrap it up here because I wanna tell you all something. I would love to go ahead and play some of my backlogged games but I seriously don't know how to approach it. It's oddly exhausting already??? I don't know. But I'll say this though, I'm so ready to just start playing something and finish to completion for once. I've been looking at a bunch of websites because I was trying to search for this
This mixed media is my favorite stuff, like mostly my top video games but at the bottom you can see I added my fav album, my fav book series, my fav tv show and 2 movies I fucking love. It's all right there, look at it, don't look at it, I don't care. If you wanna make your own, I used topster 3.
This was like months and months ago, and im fucking yawning, it's 3:46AM as I write this to you all. I'll be going to bed now.
Also, here is a song that emphasizes how dull my summer outlook seems Got nothing to do - Rex Allen
To all of you readers, especially any trans readers, remember that you are a worthy human being. You're living through bad moments, not a bad life.
