Waiting on feedback + stressful Finals
The title is basically the synopsis but yeah. Lately I've been going THROUGH it man. The feedback on my last post is very poor, but understandably lots of you are not strangers to me. You have probably found my blog via link or you are a dark magic wizard/witch who figured it out by typing it in the URL of your browser by intention... or a dumbass who found it by accident.
Point is, I'm not really getting the feedback I wanted so I'm gonna continue posting when I feel like it until I see at least like maybe 50 responses? If not, might as well go down to 15 or even just 10 since the traffic here isn't hot.
Nonetheless, I can't even find time to blog/write a post while I'm stressing out big time over a CS2 project I'm not getting response from teammates, and 2 in-person, paper only exams that are finals. So I'm very precarious and filled with frayed nerves even as I speak to you right now, the reader.
Gotta tell ya though, I feel slightly embarrassed looking through some of my posts but I'm not changing them, This blog is supposed to be mine once and for all. I love being able to write and have it shown publicly since I can already imagine myself sounding pretentious and annoying "Ooooh loook I have A BLOOOOOGGG im such a BLOOGGGGERRRRR", yknow?
Speaking of which, my actual interests for the summer has grown more and more as I think alot about my priorities for what I should be doing. I shall list it:
I need to start working hard on my private goal, since this is public posting, I won't go into private details but essentially I am trying to secure myself a job and an internship. Where why and how? None of your damn business. But that means I need to speak certain people and review my resume (it's so fucked, I'm cooked ;^;)
I need to fix my backlog, HOLY SHIT it has been such a long time since I wanted to binge through, try out, and do achievements in my Steam library as if gaming wasn't part of me. I NEED to really fucking push on that because I buy games I genuinely wanna fucking play (and they're often were on sale) and I have yet to touched a big majority of them. Even though my numbers are pretty good for such a big library on SteamDB, it's nowhere near as good as my friends so I need to do something about it.
Considering I'll have plenty of free time, the majority of it really shouldn't be stuck at home. Albeit I will be busy due to home fixing and moving, but even then I'll find myself doing nothing much to be honest. SO in this sense, I should look forward to explore my surrounding area! Won't tell you though...
So all in all, I actually have a mix of hope for my summer, just that mix is distorted with contemporary stress of the next 5-6 days so yeah. Don't expect daily posts or even a weekly one since I might be too busy on finishing high on my finals, but please do go to my survey, I need to know if people want to see me post daily or whatever, like a certain amount of posts should really be done per when I go about it, here it is: form
Finally, since 1 person did respond to my form, I'll make it a ritual to show you a song I really like at the end! So here is my recommendation, in youtube: Xbox 360 Avatar editor music!
Remember too: You are doing fine, don't go alone thinking you're wrong <3